It's been a while since my last post. We've been traveling and unpacking. It was nice to see family and spend time just being with them. I enjoyed coffee with my mom, baby shopping with my sister, and time with my in-laws. No matter how long it's been since I left home, I still feel sad when I leave. I miss out on the day to day. There is something about the details of what happens on a daily basis in someones life that feels intimate. And in a family that is slightly enmeshed, intimacy is...well...it's everything.
These past three weeks have also been a time of exploration for me. As a chapter has ended in my life, the beginning of this new one is very unclear. I'm not sure which direction to head in and how to go about getting there. I have to make a hard decision. And I am praying about it, but it needs to be made quickly. I've been wrestling with it for too long. It's like I pressed pause on a music player because the decision to press play is so overwhelming. So anyway, keep me in your prayers =). I'll let you know what I decide.
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