Nothing new

I don't have much to say. That's why I haven't written recently. I'm just trucking through my routine, or lack thereof, getting through each day. It is good because it is not stagnant. No two days in my week are the same. I appreciate the change. Today, hubby was home so we were able to spend the day together. Days like today make me wonder what it would be like with a child. Would I still want to go out and spend hours away from home just because? Or will things be too exhausting?

I'm closer to making a firm decision about treatment. I have less hair falling out which I hope means that the met is working. But I am no closer to being fertile. I have taken a step of faith though. I have actively begun to pray about it. I've always felt that once you added something to prayer you would pursue it earnestly, the prayer that is. And months ago my prayer would have been half hearted. Maybe this is the perfectionist in me, I don't know. Anyway, I have begun to feel like it is something I need to do actively. So I have. As far as decisions are concerned, come January I am going to go to for my first official infertility consultation. Until then it's met and exercise. We'll see what happens.